Sunshiyn — Artwork and blog of Megan Zupan

Lookin so clean with your expensive clothes. Lost amid the scent of $. Don't know what to do with myself here. Used to feel the need to obtain sophistication...social grace some call it. Wanted to be viewed above what I thought I was. Now I know I've been floating all along...it's about enjoying the ride. No need for landing. My mind is beyond the world that has constricted me...my feet, once firmly planted, want nothing more than to join my dreams in the stars...sailing past the normalities of civilized living.

So.

Yes I'm obnoxious.

Yes I'm one of the loudest, most eccentric people you may never truly meet.

known by many...but known by few.

overthinking seemingly dismissible situations.

on occasion: nonchalant, calm, but never apathetic.....

a passion for life unexplainable.

mas importante:

I don't give a shit what you think about me...unless I really care for you.

I don't consider myself to have an open mind. I have a mind that knows no bounds.

I despise inhibitions and refuse to abide by them.

I will breathe how I want.

My life is my own. I will not live it for you. But I will help you to live yours.

I try to avoid obligations...and the ones that I have...I try to look at in a different light- creating entities of my own device.

In general, I love people...believe in the power of tolerance...will care what you have to tell me...just don't make me feel trapped and I'll stay by your side.

I am full of emotions and have no problem letting them show...hence the label of "crazy" I am so often dubbed. I think that more people need to let others know their thoughts...the world would turn more smoothly. But do not tunnel all of your emotions to a single vantage point...that is just manufactured claustrophobia.

Yes, I will help you whenever I'm able...but just know that it will only last so long as I know that you are making the effort to help yourself as well. I am only one person with a life of my own to live...I can't handle yours too.

Living life with a smile...and a handful of dreams...waiting to put them to use.

Living the journey with no regrets, just a new perspective.

The suit may look slick...but it's a facade over dour shortcomings.

I don't like to dress up. It's freakin unnecessary. Take it as you will.

I do.